revert.

When you haven't finished your homework, or Maxis hates you, or you realize your friends are forgetting about you, or you didn't have any friends to begin with, or you feel like you don't exist, or you feel like you'll never be able to trust anybody ever again; when you don't get roses and everyone else does, when you need more hours in a day, when you regret, when you can't do anything about anything, when you love and watch him love someone else, when you want to reach out but she's backing away, when you feel that you're not good enough, when you feel oppressed, depressed, possessed, and aggressive as fuck; when people judge you, when people don't stop judging you, when you have a bad day and it lasts for a month, when people don't get you, when you don't get people,
when you can't remember anything good that's happened in the past forever,
when you catch a grenade for him and it blows up in your face,
when she says "it's not you, it's me",
when he leaves without a word,
when bad memories won't shut up, make you feel worthless, downtrodden, stepped on,
when you feel irrelevant, ignorant, like you just want to curl up into yourself, go to sleep and never wake up--

put it in a blog. It helps.

' love me, love me, say that you love me '
why do we hurt the ones we love?
will ponder the complexities of relationships between people while attempting more coordinate geometry questions.
notice lack of punctuation in this post.
literature students, analyze away.
is there such a thing as absolute right or wrong?
or pre-conceived notions of morality, social norms, is that all there is
can everything be justified?

holding on to my principles. is that not all i can do? all anyone can do?
this yearning to go back to the time where things were colored in a rainbow spectrum, not black and white and infinite gray areas. where people meant what they said and said what they felt, instead of hiding everything behind the mask of political correctness.