Came this close to breaking down in the Editorial Board room. Idek where to start. All I know is, this is all for the good of a better future... I think. Experience will be my teacher. Yes.
But sometimes I want to rebel too.....
I want to break loose of this.. infallible smiling mechanism that they take me to be. I want to be the one causing problems, the one being selfish, the one saying "ah who gives a damn" and just walks off to do her own thing.
But what do I do instead? I write in my blog about my pent up angst and teenageryness.
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And I don't.. even know how I'm going to do all of this in one night. But I will. Because.. I can.
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Full scores are up.
BM B-
BI A+
ADDM3 B-
MATHS A+
ACCS A+
BIO A-
CHEM A-
SEJARAH A-
PHYSICS B
AGAMA A-
I'm trying real hard to be grateful here. But three out of ten?
Fuckit, I can do better.
If I can slavedrive other people I can slavedrive myself.
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